Baby shower

Holla fella i just got home from the baby shower of my friend .. very tired i really have fun out there .. they cook some of nice food and i get to see my friend jullie she's very wonderfull lady i do love her .. she's like my big sister here.. we laugh and talk everything..i remmeber when the last time i see's her ..her tummy its just small ..now its big becouse she's preggy. i can't believe its just the other day that i see her and now she's going to having a baby soon ..
and ate che was drop me off here at home she's one of my pinay friend also
okay guys i better go to sleep now im soo damn tired.. i want to lay down on the bed and knock my self out...

I just got Home

Holla i just got home from work.. and my husband was allready fix dinner for me soo i just eat when i get home i dont have nothing to do .he done it before i came home.sweet hubby I have .. tommorow One of my Good friend here will pick me up 10 am in the morning to buy some stuff ..for her son and daugther that going to school soon.. soo she just preparing all the important thing that need for her son and daugther.. so i just help her to decide ..

anyway after this i wanted to trim the grass on the front yard.. and some of the dry plants that died. and i need to pull it soo its not gonna be look like junk our house here.. Sometimes im tooo LAZy to do all that kind of stuff i just let it grow.. and if my husband wanted to do it i just let him.. :P allrighty have a wonderfull evenning muahhhhh

Holla fella

Hello How are you all ? i just wake up 15 mins I went to bed pass 2 am in the morning soo its quit late ill talk to my mom for freaking 5 hours on the phone.we just talk and talk whatever we open a conversation.she telling me about her problem like for example about my dad about my bro and sis..and its have have a one time she cry .. my opennion is.. Gooooo on just dont let bother you too much about all kind of problem like that.. there grow up now .. there know what there doing to there life.. if they not listening to all your advice why dont you.. Just stop..and focused on your self.. that it,

I know maybe its just easy for me to say that kind of stuff becouse im not on her situation is that right.. but for what i see.. she just kept worrying about my sis. and my bro.. they know what they doing.. if u kept doing that ur just gonna give ur self a pain on your heart.. and sooner or later thats was cause a heart attact or deppression .

yeap we talk a bunch or topic..
i didnt remmeber were the last time i talk to my mom that long hour on the phone..
I consider my self as a lucky girl becouse i have a loving husband on my side always support me.. and listen for what i said.. sometimes he's not but listen.. soo i just let it be..
give him a free space to enjoy his self..

today i have work im happy becouse tommorow its my day off tell saturday and sunday soo very happy.. we finish 6.30 pm yesterday very early and im suprised most of times if i work with my coworker .. his a waiter there.. sometimes we finish like 7 pm to 8 pm. and its Amazing becouse i can't believe to my self were finish that early. i love the hell out of it.. coz i can goo home and relax.. WOW im soooo excited becouse this is my last days at my work.. and weekend is all day off..but im thinking i need to get more money income and have a job too im planning to get two job or more.. ill try to figure it out . how can i find what im looking for..
I really love this music. i remmeber i always sing this one when im on grade school.

I have Dream

I really love this song

when im a kid my dad always played this before we goo to bed.. every freaking night all song of elvis..

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Ohh gosh im tired..

Hello its been 3 days that i didnt post a messages here.. im just busy and have some stuff that i need to be done.. thats why i forget to post everything that happaned to me here..But ohhhhhhhhhh jezzzz im TIREDDDDDDD
okay i went to work today. then one of my coworker was going to quit her job.. so they hired another waitress again to work over there in my work.. she been working there before.. and she want to come back soo my boss hired her..

im little bit stress becouse i didnt really enjoy my job.. and everytimes i go to work.. i always thinking to my mind that i need to be faster.. need to be like this need to be like that..Im Tryingggg for God sake..LOL and here what i feel everytimes i going to get the order of the old folks out there.. they looking at you very stranges look..
and if u mess up something.. gosh.. maybe i just need to emproved my self.. im Shy to talk to them im just do my job like what the best thing need to do.. thats what i do.. im trying to make them all happy. even if i can't.. Im trying the best i can to like it.. some of them are very wonderfull person.. but i guess this job is not for me..im working my butt off very hard..coz thats what i am.. i can't leaving without the job done.. and i wanted that my boss was happy to work that i do.i dont want they say something that ohh she's not good at this etc.etc..i know sometimes im not perfect.im okay if the girl was helping me.. but sometimes its me also.. im shy to ask help to her.. so i look like frustrated.. like im trying to deal the stuff on my own.. and figure it out by my self. thats what my attitude is.. ill rather be like that that ask help to someone.. i dont want they thinking is .. i can't handle everything lol or always asking help .. help here help there.becouse thats what i am.. and i can't change it.. u know what im talking about..ohhh boyyyyyyy

i really miss staying at home waaaaaaaaaa if i can back that days.. i will do it but i can't.. i need to help my husband here at the house..
soo anyway.. im trying to pose a picture but i dont know how. i kept trying but always fail gosh.. i talk to my mom early in the morning.. we just talk a bunch of stuff.. she said my dad was have a sick and my little bro.. and her too.. goshhh and my sister was not there.. she's not living at home.. she's staying on her tomboy.. gf.. i really dont know what i can tell to my sis..
i can't count on her, they make my heart hurt everytimes the way they did to there self..yeahh yeahh i know she's a grow woman but my sister even if she's 20 years old girl or 21 i guess.. she's like a 15 years old.. party there party here..drink here smoke there... goshhh who's gonna want a sister like that,.and if u talk to her and say a advice.. she's not listen.. and its seems to her that your the wrong and she's right,

i really wish my sis was wake up in the morning and ask her self if she'd doing a right decision to her life..
ME 13 years old i know's my responsibility. gosh, when im a kid i never experince playing on the street or go with my friend.. sleep over. coz my mom was very strict on me. i need to watch my 4 brother's and takegood care all of them and make sure.. they eat when my family get home.. and if not my mom pinch me on the ears or in the side of my stomach.. and thats really hurt.. i always cry coz i see all my brother and sis they can play.. but me i need to stay at home watch the kids..
while my mom and dad was making a money .
thats why i learn a lot of stuff.. i said to my self.. when i have a child ill not gonna do all the stuff that my family does to me when im young..

ill giving my future kids a loving and care.. and teach them how to be good..
and faith and have respect for one another..

i remmeber also when im a kid.. its raining.. its have storm coming the tree was falling .. we dont have electricity.. my mom always nagging with me, she always say.. gennaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa did u clean all of ur brother and feed them. i said yap .. and judith if i say to her like hey can u help me.. .. coz i need to get some water outside. she's not gonna do it. she just stood there and watch cartoon and show thats she want.. and when my mom get home im the one that my mom always hit a bamboo stick .. anyway about the water yah we get water for our neighbore before its like 35 mins walk.. and u carry a big galloon of water 2 hand. and the other hand have another 2 gallon of water and its raining.. gosh and i finish my stuff about 12 am.. or 11 pm. and i need to wake up 4 am in the morning to cook breakfast all the times.. my mom not let me cook inside the house i need to cook on the wood.. open fire outside.. they call like saing sa labas.. or nag kakahoy they call it..

thats why when the friend of my mom visit to the house they said.. to me..IS that all your child.. i said nope.. they dont believe that im the daugther of alicia ..sometimes i said yap they all my kids.. and they said ohh boy u really look old than your mother..

soo thats why my brain was more grow up and i see whats reality bring's to me when im a kid.. before i grow up very fast.. never enjoy every inch of my life when im a child.. i spend time with my brother taking care all of them,,.. and be.. a nannyy but thats fine. i learn all kind stuff thats why im like this.
I learn for experince of my life. more harder that i have done.. .. more tears that i cry.. and now my heart is a stone now lol
hahhaahaa im a strong woman now..

Hawain dress up

Hello how's you guys doing. its suppose to be my day off today but my boss ask me to work .he ask me yesterday if i can work 11 am till 2 pm and i said sure.. but i need to dress up like a hawaiin girl.. so today i dress like a hawaiin girl. ohh gosh they keep saying to me that hey sweetie u look very pretty LOL maybe this just saying it but who know's .they have a bad eyes they dont know whats pretty or not hahahaa lol they like my dress thats they kept saying on me.. and gosh its pretty busy earlier at my work. we serveng 200 people on the retirement home.. But its a

Lot of fun many people visit there mom and father out there.. and grandkids of them was there too.. and my boss give me some card of best employee of the month today.. she give me a gift card of walmart. 20$ and im thinking to buy some present of the baby shower of my one coworker Baby.. thats what im thinking to do with the 20 dollars gift card... its raining all day too ..tommorow its may day off i dont have to go for work.. i wish they didnt call me to go for work tommorow.. sometimes they are calling me to cover the shift of the other waitress coz sometimes she can't come to work. becouse of emergency or something happaned.. etc etc... so i need to cover there night shift . i always say yes when they need my help :P thats the good worker lol never say no lol soo right now.. here i am writing all my day been doing .Wow

I talk to chel just 35 mins ago we just talk about whats going on .in her life and on my life too.. thats its . i love that girl she's very Nice with me since then and untill now.. she always call me and i love to hear her voice too coz.. its seems that were the one to understand all our problem..thats only my idea . becouse for me.. we know each other.. i know her family and she know's my family too soo noo hide sicret on our part,, so its comfortable to say all kind of stuff coz u know that.. she's understand you and she's there to listen on you.. no matter what and its have a time she give you a good advice too.. vice versa.. that the only friend that i know from back home.. even if we didnt see each other offten like when wre on phillipines. we call each other and checking each other how's we been doing..all kind of stuff..

and now im thinking what my husband doing right now ...... his downstair and im here upstair.. maybe he's watching movie .sometimes that old geezer make me nuts..
but i love him even if his like that.. i dont have a choice Im screwed up LOL
thats what im marry for soo i better stock with it .thats what he always told me.. my hubby say that all the time.. anyway i better go to sleep now.. its late now here and have a lot of need to do right now.. i need to wash the dishes too and cover the food on the kitchen sometimes i didnt cover up LOL im Lazy lazy woman huh goodnite and see yeahhh muahhhhhh

Another day

Its August 6 time 10.am in the morning . i wake up and its raining outside pretty hard.. i hear thunder comes from outside the window..and the rain dropping like they singing to your ears .i remmeber when im 11 years old before.. i use to run and taking a shower in the rain with my brother and sister gosh that day we have a BLAST.we really like it.. but when we get home my mom was waiting on the side of the door LOL oohh ohhh were in big big trouble.she have a bamboo stick that she spank to our butt .. hahahaha she just waiting there and i know were in trouble soo i said to my bro and sis who's 1st.. they said i dont want to go inside the house..they both say how about you 1st. coz your eldest. i said i dont want..and my mom yelling and said come over here right now.. or im the one to go there so... what do you like to be happaned.. thats my mom said to us.. when were kids lol soo we decide to go inside together .and bang... i got a hit on a bamboo stick on my butt and my MOM said are you guys gonna do it that again.. dont goo outside when its raining..coz that rain its make's you sick.. where we gonna get some money if u guys sick.. etc etc etc. and i understand that everything she told me.. Everytimes Mom know's best whats good for you LOL they always right.specially when they said to you like.. i told you sooo ayyy what a life huh .but thats what i remmeber when im a kid ohhh boyy i wish i can back that years.. . But without spanking lol i hate those. allrighty talk to you later muahhh

My day to remmeber

Its quite boring have nothing to do. later i have to work sometimes i asking my self ohhh boyyy do we have to go to work.. and i reply back to my self.. Duhhhhhhh sissy u have a bills to pay for if u dont working.. how you gonna pay all the stuff that u need "get the picture" im not complaining about work.. (yes you are dear ) LOL okay maybe i am. but ohh boy did u guys realized that we wake up the same day same times everyday just to go for work.. is that what life is.. sometimes im thinking is this why im here in this world. but i know.. i need to suck it up lol and stop whinning" this is my 1st blog hope i kept it going.. Ill try to do the best i can do.. ayyy what a life huh.. typing a messages here and hoping the Laters that i pose was answering me back ..thats kinda pretty shock if one of my messages reply me back and said hello how are you LOL. okay 4 hours from now i need to get ready for work. im feeling stressfull right now i want to do some stuff that i want.i wanna do some blogs that its can help all the people all around the world..i been searching some of stuff and read more artical.like breast cancer a madicine to heal all the people that have a sickness like that.. i wanna help them thats why i wondering how can i help them .and also the air that we inhale .the too much hott when its summer..all kind of idea that here's on my mind.. and i just wanna share it not just me but to all the billion people all over the place.that they need help.. goodness gracious girl. i guess u need to eat .. to much air on ur brain LOL hahahahaa yeahhh i know.. speaking of eat its 12 pm i didnt eat yet maybe thats why hehehee sometimes i wake up late like for example 10 am 11 am. its deppend on my mood if i dont have work the next day i sleep very late and wake up very late too. allright y ayyyy okay i better go now you guys have a very wonderfull day or nite whatever time it is there on you, thanks for reading. and sorry if some of my english is not properly corrected. Godbless and takecare muahhhhhhh